Everyone's so see through, not you

I think im overreacting…. we have talked about it. but im still worrying. it makes me feel uncomfortable. If our parents dont like each other D: I guess just because i have bad experiences with people parents… With you everything just seems more realistic. Everything is playing out differently. its not a bad thing (: i’m glad they are, you mean a lot to me <3 its just i guess, everything was fine & than now that there is a rough spot, im worried. even though you tell me not too. im just overreacting i wish i wouldnt worry about this :/

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.

(Source: codeplay, via everything-inspiring)

IMMATURITY

It’s been so stressful the last few weeks. Parents having financial difficulties, Not getting along most of the time, Aunt/Uncle having a break, Bestfriends breaking up, Possibly loosing nanny &poppy && New relationship! <3 It’s been rough, high schools coming to an end, im trying to figure out where & what im doing after. Plus dealing with immature bullshit, TBH i do NOT have time for it. Im not a drama queen, My name is NOT Alyssa, i stay the fuck outta that shit. I just dont have time to play these little immature games, im trying to get my life on track. I got enough to deal with like most likely loosing Nanny & Poppy. Grandpa may not be able to make it down to my grad, which that is what i want more than anything in the world. So i NEED to save money & start planning on going to Newfound land to see Grandpa before he goes too, also seeing most of my family going into depression. Its hard to deal with all of this at my age, expecially because i over think things too much & do everything for everyone the best i can. I dont have time to deal with immature shit, everyone should just grow the FUCK UP! -.-